rojak in the box

The most difficult part is getting started. I say that because I’ve been doing the AJC prelim 2008 Maths paper since last night and I still haven’t finished until now. I’m really quite struggling with my stats, having not touched any single stat question since that day in Macs when i sat for my LOA paper. It’s so crazy how there’s only 2 weeks left of proper school before study break begins and prelims and then A’s. I barely have time to think or trouble myself with anything else other than studying right now, and I’m glad of it and I’m glad I’m not one of those people who constantly find something to upset themselves with and blame everyone else, other than them, for the fact that it distracts their studying. God help them. I’m not exactly talking about anyone in particular, although it seems like an apt judgment for a great too many people right now. And  I’m not saying that they should take a step back from all of that right now just because it’s A’s; but seriously they should take a step back from all those drama for the rest of their lives (haha) but I guess everyone’s a dramaqueen once in awhile; and I must admit it’s quite entertaining to see. Ok maybe that’s an evil thing to say, finding amusement in the misery of others, but the truth is that, and quoting B: “they brought it upon themselves”. So true. As for yours truly, I really have nothing to be unsatisfied with at the moment. Studying is a chore but I’m glad I have  Brian to go through this with me. I know girls like to boast about their boyfriends and proclaim to the whole world that they have the best boyfriend ever (even if they themselves know it’s not true) but trust me when I say that Brian and I.. maybe we’re not perfect by ourselves, but put us together and you’ve got one hell of a combo. Our existence seems incongruous with the rest of the world right now; and it really makes me wonder why it has to be so: why can’t everyone else be like Brian and me (and I don’t mean be like me, or be like brian) Why can’t everyone else laugh at their problems and know that all those drama are useless because deep down they know they can’t live without each other anyway. Or maybe that’s their problem: maybe that’s what make the difference. Maybe that doesn’t apply to them.

As for life and everything else, I’m putting everything on hold until the end of november. There’s nothing much to put on hold anyways seeing as everyone else seem to have done that before I did: put me on hold, I mean. I guess I don’t deserve it, but I can’t say I’m not glad:)